Wednesday, October 24, 2007

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEWARE..........A rant is coming! I am in a horrible mood! I don't want to hear it will get better or God is in control....NOOOOO Really!!!!! I am just wanting to let it all out!!!!! If you do not want to read it skip over it!

It all started when I was trying to rock Caden to sleep and blood was all over my arm!

I know God has reasons today is just the day I need his direct line so I can have a little conference IN PERSON!!!!

Here are my questions:
WHY is it my kids are ALWAYS sick with something?
WHY is it that we have to be the "we only see this in about 1% of our patients" group?
WHY did my baby get tubes only to have blood seeping from his ear today? (it is another ear infection the second since tubes.....that we got three weeks ag0)
WHY do women miscarry??????
WHY do mommy's have to be super woman everyday/all day?
WHY was DVR invented only to turn off during reruns of So You Think You Can Dance only to then delete EVERYTHING you recorded??
WHY am I so pissed off??
WHY am I so "mommy tired"?
WHY doesn't the government pay me for being a mom?
WHY don't moms not earn an honorary medical degree, counseling degree and so on?
WHY do I ever try and make plans?
WHY do I try and find 5 minutes a day to read only to have two fighting ungreatful kids yell at me??
WHY do husband ask us "do you need this or do you WANT this? DOES IT MATTER IF I AM HAPPY!
WHY did God create our kids so blasted cute...because it makes it harder to strangle them!!
WHY do people feel it is there right to tell you how big your tummy looks when you are pregnant?...like you do not see it yourself HELLO!
WHY do husbands get to go on business trips...where they get to excercise and go on business dinners?
WHY can't everyone just get along??
WHY do we have PMS??
WHY did God create the word MOMMY??
WHY do my boobs hurt when I drink to much caffeine?
WHY is it so beautiful out and I just want to ram my head into the wall??

WHY oh WHY???????????????????

4 comments:

Cynthia said...

AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By the way, the boob thing happens to me too when I drink a lot of caffiene. Bizarre. Which is so not fair. Mommys need caffiene to be mommys. Mommys have boobs. Why must they be punished?

Anonymous said...

I can sympathize with you Kristi. I have a lot of why questions too? Dale acquired another blister on his foot and I just sat down and cried and asked God Why????????? I know we are suppose to put it all in his hands but sometimes it is hard.

Princess Louie Bean said...

oh darlin' . . . i am so sorry! i wish i knew the answers to so many "why's" in my life as well. have you tried the magic 8-ball yet? it is just as predictable ;)

i am sending you big, huge, massive hugs, prayers and lots of love. you know where to find me if you need anything! breathe deep, put your face in the sunshine and eat m&m's. this too shall pass my sweet friend . . . . C.

Jacqueline said...

WOW!! I sure hope your week got better! It does feel good to just ask questions, doesn't it! And they were GREAT questions! I'll be praying for you this week! Hey, you and I could have a "business" lunch or dinner sometime! Who says guys get to have all the "fun"?